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Do you believe in the existence of God? In this modern era, are there people who still think that religion is a superstition?

People go to mediums when they have problems. They went to the temple to pray — to ask for numbers (buy 4D). They want to strike lottery, to get rich. Some people on the other hand, would pray for peace and harmony for the family. Different people pray for different needs.

Is prayer a real thing? Is prayer just talking to yourself?

Since young, as a child, I had heard people around me talking about ghosts, talking about spirits and also heard of the word ‘God’ in the church. Are there really such things around us? I am curious. Even young toddlers, my niece and nephew claimed they can see ‘girl’ sitting in their room.

I had never seen anything at all as such in my room nor anywhere before. However, I heard sound, and saw strange things which happened in my room last time (at Boon Lay. The above, as in the case of my niece and nephew, also happened in Boon Lay.) Back there, I had several strange encounters — hearing people called my name, saw shadows on the walls… these are things that happened when I was in studying in Primary School and Secondary School.

My parents are Catholics. They baptised me when I was a baby. At home, the altar displayed the statues of Jesus, Mary and St Joseph. My father taught about sins and told us about our religion, Catholicism. However, there was no peace at home.

My father told us about their families, and how they had suffered hardships and injustice also. The older generations had such big families. They have so many siblings. Not all the siblings remained ‘faithful’ to Catholicism. They convert to other religion ultimately. These also happened now, in my own family — babies were baptised, but they never go to church, nor had any other sacraments of the church. This is very bad. And more people are committing sins nowadays. More divorces, more abortion, more wrong-doings, all because of money….

It is such a miracle, and really ‘amazing grace’ and ‘divine mercy’ that I was saved and I saw the LIGHT. It was unbelievable that I could communicate with God. I heard his laughter, his ‘acknowledgement’, his agreement, and anger. I supposed I had been searching for an answer all these while of my life. I went different churches (some use the church to get more business!) but I could not find ‘my home’.

Hearing what people said, and I met with problems myself. I gave up everything, my prayers and my Catholic faith. Soon the Jehovah Witness came to me. They were the last group of people I encountered. One question I asked them was,”Why has God spoken in the past but not now?” I asked him (one of the Jehovah Witness),”why last time God can speak to people, but not now?” He went back to do homework, came back with printed papers to show me. Until now, I had not read the article. It was so long, with fine words….boring passage… All the time we had our discussion, he asked if I was convinced that there was a God in this world. I was not convinced. I just cannot imagined also. No matter how he tried to tell me, and showed from the book, I was not convinced. Soon, they gave up ‘hope’ on me. I was also not ‘moved’ by them.

Fate. It’s all fate. It is only through recent years, when I started blogging for money, when I started to have a new life on my family, that I experienced the ‘existence of Holy Spirit’ and the existence of God, recalling my religion, my Faith as a Catholic again. Being a parent, I equate that as God being a parent as well…. True enough, everything I wrote, everything I felt, everything I experienced, was all new and God-inspired.

On 8th March 2008, International Women’s Day, I met death but I was ‘resurrected’ again on the third day…. how can I deny the fact that God existed and how can I deny the fact that Jesus existed and died for us? How can I deny the fact that Jesus died for our sins to redeem the whole world? How can I deny the fact that Jesus is real and not as some people said,”If you think there is, there is. If you think there is not, there is not!” I can still remember who said these words. These are the unholy people, the immoral people, who have no moral standards in their heart. They might be earning lots of money, serving the community, but behind them, ugliness.

My mission, as I had mentioned in my other site, YrManna, on 19th November 2007 (before my transformation on 8.3.08):

Life is just like I was just born yesterday and everyday I am learning and learning. I learn new things from my children and I learn new things from people I come across. Whatever things that I do, I have to thank God for what I have today and where I am now. I believe that my mission is to spread the words and works of God. I am here to spread Love, spread inspiration.

What is Faith? When there were no food, the belief that God will look after you, the belief that God will care for you and God will help you with any kind of difficulties you might have. When you drop down in the darkest hole, that is not God pushing you down. When you are in the deepest valley, you get to experience what is loneliness and fear. When you experienced the worst, you get to rejoice when you have a chance to experience the best. When you see Light, you would praise God. Faith is the journey that you walk in your life, with its many ups and downs, but knowing that all that you experienced is all the ‘plans and lessons’ that God had planned for you. He is just like our Father. A father never fails their children. A father would guide the children. When he tells you and you do not listen, he let you experience. Experience is the best teacher. Experience is unforgettable. The Father will know when is the right time to ’save’ the child even though he let the child ‘learns’ himself.

My journey with God is not the end yet, neither was it just a beginning. It was started and here I had told you in my blogs. Now, I would tell you more as I continue to discover more of Him.

So that is what I had written before my discovery of the real God — before my ‘face to face’ with HIM. After him, Jesus came to me. At my right ears, I could hear Him said,”Follow Me” in English. He gave me dreams, that he is the Bread of Life, and many more, as written in my blogs. I never know all these as a Catholic, never. And never know the significance of the mass at all.

Catholics, the oldest religion and also a religion which lots of people ‘opposes’ or ‘do not believe’ in, stand only a minority percentage of the world population. I hope that more people can see the truth.

This site will show places around Singapore, my life in Singapore, and how blessed Singapore is. We hope that Singapore can be a better place to live in.

Photographs of special clouds formed: how I was awakened from dreams, awakened from sleep, feeling fresh and inspired, marvelled and amazed to witness these awesome scenes from God…

If the above is not convincing enough that I had inspiration from God, then look at the photos above.

Miracle does exist. I don’t believe the existence of miracle. But IT happened. Miracle really exist.
At Just Singapore, I shared with you the mystery of God, the mystery of salvation, and all these at Just Singapore, the little red dot, the tiny little dot on the world map. Rome is not built in a day. This site is still undergoing construction. If you want like to read what I write, subscribe to me.

Peace Bella
26th March 2009

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