Messenger of God

This two days, it has been raining at about 5pm here at Woodlands. These two days were so special because the thunder was especially LOUD and scary. It was not the normal usual thunder. On the other days when it rains, there was not even thunder to be heard! These two days, though the rain was not especially heavy, but the thunder was extremely LOUD and terrible that I was so scared…

The water on the carpark rooftop which I had said, spotted on 21 March 2010, shows that the presence of rain during these weeks. However, there was really no such loud thunder to be heard at all. During all these while, I did not see any crow before on this carpark rooftop as well.

Science of Faith
At this carpark, there are two such rooftop, one nearer to my house and the other further away, at the opposite block of my house. There are two similar rooftop, but the one further away from my house is always empty despite the heavy rain or light rain.

On the day the carpark rooftop was drained, I was very happy because I have done my part. If I see something like this (potential health hazard or environmental hazard) and I do not do anything, it is going to affect everybody. Nobody seems to care at all in my family, not even Richard. How many people are staying in my neighbourhood? Nobody seems to report anything at all. Are they aware or even concern about the environment at all?

This is a photograph of the black crow I had taken on 14.4.2010.

I did not take anymore photographs of any birds or the black crow today or yesterday already. I was tired, very tired physically (for taking care of everything at home, caring for Isaac especially and the overall home) and ‘mentally’ (on this subject – carpark rooftop).

Read The Signs
This morning, the antennae on the rooftop of my opposite block was filled with so many crows. I saw pigeons and crow flying in the grey sky. It was a morning filled with cool air. It was the grey sky which looked like going to rain, but it rained only at about 5pm in the end. This is how unpredictable the weather is. I saw a black crow flying towards my block. At that moment, my thought was ‘the crow in flight is quite nice also’. People often hates the crow or dislike the crow, for it is said that it is an ugly bird. Today I saw again the pigeon flying. It is gracious. The crow, flapping its wings, bigger in size than the pigeons and darker (Black) in colour.

Hard Nut To Crack
This is really the first time I saw the crow on 14 April 2010. To me, the crow is always regarded as a bird of bad omen, which I learned from childhood. Once, our family went to St John’s Island. My big brother played ball at the beach with his friends. On that day, many crows were crowing so loudly (as though they were calling out my brother’s name — that is what my mother said). Not long later, my brother really had an accident. He had a cut near his eyebrow. He was quickly sent to the hospital.

Living at my house here, I saw birds everyday ever since my conversion, and to be more specific, after my ‘resurrection’. Though I see the crows very often, they did not call out at all. Soon, I do not ‘believe’ that they are birds that bring bad omen. However, today, at about 3pm, I heard the crow calling! This is the third day, third time and nobody has done anything to the carpark rooftop. Even Richard is not bothered by it. Nobody seems to see the urgency and need to attend to it.

I was thinking then while looking after Isaac. Everyday I have so many things to do. I want to do so many things but I don’t have time! When Isaac is asleep, I am very tired to do most of the things I want to do or need to do. But I must persevere. I have to sacrifice leisure time, rest time even, to write about all these now (though my eyes are very tired and feel dry now). Richard said,”How much you earn?”

My National Service
It’s not a matter of how much I earn. But it’s a matter of doing the right thing a not. I am saved by Jesus Christ, My Lord, My God. I had fear of the Lord (the thunders… the ‘voice’ of God). Yesterday, the thunder was so Loud and the impact so great that I could feel the kitchen floor tremble. I tell you, my legs really go all ‘soft’, and I was so scared. I was posting about the Descent of the Holy Spirit then. One day ago, I was posting about the Acts of Inspiration.

I am a messenger of God. I am the servant of God, the spiritual cat of God. Whatever I had posted are words truthful according to my knowledge, according to what I know and what I must write/type/record. I cannot ‘anyhow’ write to mislead you or add in any ‘spices’ to add any flavour to my post. I have no fear of people, but I have fear of the unknown…

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